Hadiah...

DENGAN NAMA ALLAH YANG MAHA PEMURAH LAGI MAHA PENYAYANG

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Maka berlalulah hari ini sebagaimana yang diingini

Tanpa sesiapa mengetahui

Biarlah ia berlalu sepi

Allah lebih memahami

Akan maksud di hati

Buat pertama kali

Hari itu berjaya dilalui 

Walau terasa sunyi

Tapi mungkin itulah yang terbaik buat diri

Malah itulah jua yang diniati

Maka Allah tunaikan permintaan hati

Justeru pada Allah dia berserah diri.

"Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?"

(Surah ar-Rahman)

Hadiah paling berharga dari Ilahi. Alhamdulillah untuk setiap kemudahan yang diberikan pada hari ini.

Drama Queen?

DENGAN NAMA ALLAH YANG MAHA PEMURAH LAGI MAHA PENYAYANG

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Like you, hate you

for some reason increasing the 'hate you'

Don't wanna talk

Don't wanna get choked

but your attitude just make me wanna do bad talk.

Hate to admite it myself

your behaviour made me depressed

you don't even know that I am stressed 

watching you behave like an actress. 

Like you, loving you

it is not that I never try

you are confusing me to die

Like you? Me myself can't even lie

but too bad right now I hate your attitude to die.

Looking at her face

make me wanna embrace

seeing her gaze

somehow I got scared

Just because of your attitude

she claimed us for being rude

you know I hate it, dude

you should behave like a good (girl)

but you just end up being crooked.

Right now,

Think straight and have a good perspective - I just can't

you always appear in front of my sight that I wanna scan (observe)

Seriously, sinceley

I just denied your appearance 

that are all I can stand (do).

"You play with the tears, girl. For what reason? Asking for sympathy? Asking for the good marks? I see it unfair. At the end I lost my respect towards you, girl."

Trust..

DENGAN NAMA ALLAH YANG MAHA PEMURAH LAGI MAHA PENYAYANG

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~conversation between us, friend~

Miss R:

We can have a lot of friends but to have someone that you can truly trust is hard. Am I right or wrong? 

Trust, means everything. It can be you who trust others or is that person qualified enough to be trusted by someone? 

We learn about human all these times. To trust them and having someone

you really trust is hard. 

Miss K:

Yup. That word 'TRUST' makes me scared. Even with the person who share almost everything with you. That moment when people said to me "I trust you." 

Nah, stop doing that if you're not gonna do the same. And then I need to trust you. I take those words seriously but people only do cheap talk and always make me forgive them. Because we are just human. We can't trust people. The real mistakes is when they don't know what is their mistakes. How scary is that. 

Miss R:

I got to face these kind of person again. The word 'trust' for me is related to responsibility. Seriously made me upset. 

So it is true that not all people we can trust. 

Somehow I got the answer why I told you everything back then. We shared the same opinion. I got to learnt deeply the word trust when I met you, Ainn and those friends in Annur. I believe that once you told them something they are supposed to keep it yourself. Just like how you practice being a counsellor or psychologist. 

~Miss R & Miss K: And the biggest communication problem is we do not listen to understand. We listen to reply. And that what make it really worst.

You...

DENGAN NAMA ALLAH YANG MAHA PEMURAH LAGI MAHA PENYAYANG

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~Bicara Sang Hati~

Hey you..
Yes you
Who exist in my fantasy
I can't help but just to see you
To meet you
I know it is impossible
So I just meet you in my dream
The world that only a certain people exist
The world that I can see you
The world that I can meet you
Right in front of my eyes
The world that they don't understand...

Like you
Leave you
Let you go
It's all I can do..

Indeed it is hurt
But I must let you go
Saying goodbye to you
One day even if it's hard
And stop being childish..

You
Who I can only see in my dream
 I can smile brightly
And sinsecerely
All thanks to you
Gain me a strength
Be more optimis
Never give up
Thanks again
Sinsecerely and seriously
Because all of these
I learnt from you..

Watching you from far
Somehow I learnt to be strong.

I'm glad I got to know you..